Friday, December 26, 2014

6.

oh my sweet sweet boy. 
you just went to bed for the last time as a 5 year old. 
im unbelievably proud of you. 
you are tender and loving, caring and smart. 
you LOVE your sister fiercely. 
you always make sure she has enough in her life. 
you love your mom and dad. 
you love school. 
you are smart, so smart. 
you love coffee dates and hey strangers and youre the best artist i know. 
you are, absolutely, my favorite boy in this whole world. 
youre my soul mate, through and through. and though 5 had its ups and downs in our relationship as you navigated emotions, im always here for you. i will never ever leave you or turn my back on you. i am your mother, and every single day of this 6 years, 39 weeks and 6 days, i have been SO grateful that you were give to me, entrusted to me. youre my beautiful boy. 
always follow your dreams. always listen to your heart, really listen. sometimes your mind will try and interrupt, but really listen. 
eat healthy. dont do drugs. take care of others and yourself. 
know what real Love is and only give that to others and accept it for yourself. 
always love your mommy and daddy and know you can tell us any and everything. 
this family we have is beautiful, even with its imperfections. 
know that we are a family forever. i love you. daddy loves you. maya narae loves you and you are the best thing we could have. 

im SO proud of you. 
so so proud. and so so in love. 
excited for our date tomorrow, my sweet JudeBug. 

Love forever and after, 
my sweet sonshine.
Mahmee. 

Daddy and Mommy love you!

:)

Merry Christmas baby.

Monday, December 22, 2014

You light my soul ablaze

Thank you for loving me back. 
Every day I hope I earn it and that you can feel my love on fire.

Mommy soap box

:)
I can hardly wait to see who sees your soul and whom your soul sees.  I love you both.

Friday, December 19, 2014

You are my life.

My life meant nothing until I became your mother.
Everything I've ever done since those days,  has been for you. 
You have given me happiness,  love,  light and life. 
I will never ever stop loving you.  Ever.
You mean everything to me. Everything.
I love you fiercely and without end. 
This love will never fade or disappear.
I promise you. 

Thursday, December 18, 2014

love you babies :)

"To Make You Feel My Love"

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rollin' sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
There's nothing that I would not do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

There's nothing that I would not do
To make you feel my love

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Do not grow weary in doing good!

Just mama.

Love you.

Birthday concert!

Today daddy and I went to see Boyce Avenue. We stopped along the way at a bookstore called Powell's in Portland. We brought with us about a hundred hey stranger cards and put them in random books throughout the multi story bookstore and were very excited to find that someone had found one right away. It makes me so happy to do hey stranger with my family. Also daddy had a weird mustache thankfully he shaved it.

Helping mama with "Hey Stranger"

Www.instagram.com/heystrangerproject
Facebook.com/Heystrangers
I love when you help ;) I bet they love getting your coloring!

Over a gallon!

Christmas trees!

Love you handsome!

Julian and Juliet

Bubba reading the book he and I wrote together

My 28th birthday

Batman and Robin

:) superheroes.

This one too

Swoon.

:)

Smart boy