mummy had a bad day.

thank you for rubbing my head when i laid it in your sweet small lap.

i love the boy you are trying to grow into, even if the growing pains that come along with 5 are tough, i love seeing you grow. youre an amazing boy and will be an amazing man. 

thank you for loving me in that pure way. 

hives!

ive been worried sick the last few days as you battle some fairly harmless but still there hives. I love you and as I apply the medicine to your sores and pour your antihistamine for you, Im reminded how incredibly lucky I am, Blessed by His Good Graces, to be your mother. I dont know all the details, all the miracle wonders of Life baby, but I know that we are VERY fortunate, and we are very happy. even in times of financial strain, we are still us, we still have this great Love. 

as long as I have you, I can never TRULY be sad, just...distracted. 

Im smitten with you still, every day, in every way. 

love you boogs. So glad I took this summer off before you start school. :)