Monday, January 31, 2011

Had to repost...

Because it makes me giggle.
I kept taking your bebo and you kept trying to grab it :)

"Mahmee gimme my bebo pwease!?"

Man alive I love being able to captures these moments and see our special connection on camera.

We are soul mates bubba. :) love you!

Sometimes...

You look JUST like your daddy.

Handsome daddy.
Handsome baby.

I love you both :)

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Part III

Part II

Part 1

a little diddy

hey birdie.

just smething ive been working on.


Just because im not there
doesnt mean im gone
and just because we're apart
doesnt mean i would drop and run
anywhere...to get to you...

everytime i see you
im feeling myself breathe
and with every second that we've got
i just dont want to leave

and i'd give it all away
sacrifice anything that i have
to feel your head on my shoulder
as we slow dance....
in the living room

Baby when i'm with you
I feel on top of it all
feet on the ground until you go
then suddenly i fall

smile that makes me smile
laughter that makes me laugh
you are the single most beautiful thing
i've ever had

and if i had it my way baby
I'd sing to you until the sun came up
Dance with you long after the song was done
if i had my way...



not done yet love. but you get the general idea : ]

Love, Daddy

Boy! Today did we have fun my son! We had a slumber party @ aunty Ayla's house, as soon as you woke up it was breakfast time....unfortunately Daddy didn't come prepared with your oatmeal- so you got donuts! Next, it was time to help fix the badillac. Your job was to help pickup the garbage and you did a great job! Aunt Ayla took you to the park while the men finished up, but you weren't allowed to play on the "Weeee" because all the kids came out to recess at the same time! Oh well, at least you got a big walk with your aunt:) after your nap you went to the auto show and saw hundreds of VROOM VROOM! You wore yourself out running around all the cars and test driving them baby. Your favorite car was the orange Volvo, you did NOT want to get out of the driver seat...it was pretty funny. Daddy dropped you off with the childcare for abit and let you play with some toys- the nice ladies there couldn't stop talkingy about how smart and polite you are! You are our little gentleman:)

All in all it was a very busy and fun day. Just one of many we have my little dude. Every day we get to hang out turns into my favorite day Jude-bug. Daddy loves you, sleep tight.

I came to see you

Couldn't bear to be apart another day. Came early! You were sleeping. But I had to pick you up and cuddle! Loves you.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Just a song I've been writing

At work...for you!

You're beautiful and no words can possibly make sense to how ive been feeling by getting to be your mum...but ill try. Ill post it soon. Miss you!

P.s. daddy wrote an entry letter for you today. How fun! He sure does love you boo!

Coldplay

While getting my jamba before work I heard the clodplay song we danced to. It was just what I needed. What a great day its gonna be! I love you and am gonna work hard for you lovely! You're beautiful and I miss you!

Its the small things like hearing a song we danced to that is gods little reminder of why I'm here.

Miss you and see you tomorrow bubba!

Love

You are the greatest thing I've ever experienced or known. I love you so so much.

You have become my very breath, and every other beat of my heart is you.

Without you I'm merely a shell.

Julian, I love you. More than three silly little words can explain.

Fuck, I love you so much.

Kisses babe boy.

Mahmee.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Uncle.

You sure love your uncle. Were very proud of him. Today he got a new job.

Always trust love, we are always taken care of...even if it is last minute sometimes :)

Crazy haired mahmee

Loves you.

I pick my nose?

What a picture eh?

Kiss me!

:)

:)

This was you in time out.

You discovered that putting your head over the vents made your hair fly.

Time outs aren't supposed to be fun!

But baby you make mahmee laugh.

I love you!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

You're a miracle.

And how I came to be your mahmee is nothing short of incredible. I thank gd for you. :)

I love

Everything about you.

I love days like this.

This is what my life was made to be.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Pissed at me....

Because I woke you up :( :) love you!

:)

Love.you!

Rickrollllll

ABCs




uncle took this today of you saying your ABCs. i am SO proud of you Julian!

a little Shots Video : ]



since the first time you heard LMFAO's "Shots" you have loved it. if it were my choice, you wouldnt have heard it, but daddy found a better alternative, "Shots" about the Lakers (booooo). but a basketball reference is much better and we can appreciate it. still...you dance and get INTO it!
your abrupt exit makes me giggle!

love you Bug!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

impressed.

this was the first surprising interaction.


"Ven Aqui Julian"

"All Right!!"
you come.
"Gracias Julian!"

"De Nada Mahmee!"


then again tonight!

"I love you mahmee!"
"I love you too baby. Gracias!"
"De Nada Mahmee!"
"Buddy good job! Buenas Noches Mijo!"
"Adios Mahmee, buenas noches!"

you are learning so well.

thank you for loving me.
for loving daddy.
for being so good.
and for loving life.
it makes my heart soar.

today i worked SO hard for you. and Im going to put in a lot of overtime for you buddy!

youre beautiful and im going to make things happen for us!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

You walked right up to me
And asked for me to hold you
Song came on the radio
Singing words I wish id told you

Head upon my shoulder
Eyes close as we dance
Rocking back and forth
Turn my head and steal a glance

I could stay like this
If you would just stay like this

Tell me that you love me
Sweetest sound I've ever heard
Makes me catch my breath
Oh it makes me catch my breath

I could stay like this
If you would just stay like this.

I'm knowing that you need me
You know I need you too
When I walk into our house
Hurts how much I miss you

When you're sleeping next to me
I See your chest fall and rise
This is the best of anything and everything and anything

I could stay like this
If you would stay like this

I love you.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

More.

Slowdancing

To a song by coldplay called "lost".

So so sweet.

I'm smitten with you still and always julian. :)

vacation...

tomorrow is the last day of my 4 day weekend. and i got it all with you.


i wish i didnt have to leave you. but you'll have fun with daddy.


youre so so precious to me baby boy.


i love every.single.second with you.

thank you for choosing me as your mahmee.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Bathtimes.

You love bathtime.

Feet.

24 years....and 24 months.

Kisses. :)

Your kisses are the best! Bathtime before naptime and you are kissy and clean! Love you!

GodSiblings and one of your best friends

you and Juliet.
Juliet and Julian.
Juliet Rose and Julian Russell.

ever so fitting.
i love you both.
so very much.
this is you guys in the past 2 years. in no particular order. :)



















more to come.

im so grateful she is in our lives!