Hi, im one, how are you?

Julian Russell Charles Backer...
you're ONE.
Sunday, December 27th you turned One Year Old.
i didnt cry, and thats because i couldnt be more HAPPY.
you are my handsome little guy. learnign to walk and communicating. you've almost mastered please in sign language.

we had a great bir
thday with you, and your cupcake sugar high was wonderfully fun.

you are crying at me to go cuddle.

but i wanted to tell you i LOVE you, more than anything, and this year has been the BEST year of my life.

you are my everything bubba.

lets go cuddle and watch nick at nite. :]

First Christmas!!!

baby boy. this is your FIRST christmas!
you turn ONE on Sunday and momma and daddy are so proud.

gramma made momma a quilt with your old clothes and blankets, and i cried. it was perfect. im excited to cuddle under it with you. gramma said that she will make you a tiny matching one :].

i love you. you walk more and more a little each day.
and you are SO full of wonder.
im so PROUD of you love.

you were a little scared of your presents but loved the tonka truck auntie K and Uncle Dot got you, and the fun push toy from Druncle. :]

we love you SO much baby.

those words just dont even explain it.


i yuvv you.

Christmas time!

first christmas came 2 days before your first birthday....

and to think, one year ago today i was crying over wrapping paper being beautiful.

thanks to you and your beautiful hormones. :)

love you boo.

my boy.

today while mummy and daddy had a small argument...you found your voice.

you sat on the bed, looking at your hands and babbled.
for about 30 minutes you spoke in words you surely thought were words.
it was incredible.
we played and it was one of the best days of my life.
the simple things with you are ALWAYS the best times of all times.


this photo is old. but the smile in your eyes is what i will always think of when i think of you.

Love You Julian.

my boy.

today while mummy and daddy had a small argument...you found your voice.

you sat on the bed, looking at your hands and babbled.
for about 30 minutes you spoke in words you surely thought were words.
it was incredible.
we played and it was one of the best days of my life.
the simple things with you are ALWAYS the best times of all times.


this photo is old. but the smile in your eyes is what i will always think of when i think of you.

Love You Julian.

:]

i love you bubba.

im hoping we can help some needy families this holiday.

you're first birthday is up here soon.

you are so loved.
you have 5 aunties that love you and two uncles.
and Aunt Heather. and Grandma and Grandpa Russell.
we need to go see them.


dont you ever forget your family who loves you.
and your mommy and daddy whose world you are.
those pictures were from my birthday i think. november 2009. but i laugh so much when i see it. you are going to be such a physical comedian. love you!

you were cranky today.

but you were dancing, doing "touchdown" arm raises, and singing. you keep falling and you even got a bruise, poor guy.

i love you. and you are my every smile and happiness.


kisses baby boo.

i love you.

you are being so cute.

i love you boy and im so proud of you.

Julian...

its December 4th.

Aunnie H had her birthday today and spent the day with you and mumma.

you light up my life.

even sitting at the dmv today for awhile was pleasant because you were there.

you still have the ear infection and are still cranky. you are fighting sleep left and right, skipping naps and crying at night.

its going to get better. you are so happy and i am so happy and excited to raise you right.

as i type you are standing next to me.
you are getting adventurous with your stands, but pretty much refuse to stand aside from by the couch or your walker even if we offer our hands.

i love you baby. im so excited to go cuddle you and love on you. be good bubba.

:]

you're almost one year old!

for you Blue

hey baby,

mommy is going to get healthy.

im making you a commitment, that i am going to bust my butt to get healthy.


when you are 2 you asre going to have a healthy active mommy.

for now, you have the happiest, most dedicated mother ever.

i love you more than anything J.

dont forget that. you are my life, my love, my happiness.


thankm you for picking me and daddy to be your parents.

for you Blue

hey baby,

mommy is going to get healthy.

im making you a commitment, that i am going to bust my butt to get healthy.


when you are 2 you asre going to have a healthy active mommy.

for now, you have the happiest, most dedicated mother ever.

i love you more than anything J.

dont forget that. you are my life, my love, my happiness.


thankm you for picking me and daddy to be your parents.