ABCs

uncle took this today of you saying your ABCs. i am SO proud of you Julian!

a little Shots Video : ]

since the first time you heard LMFAO's "Shots" you have loved it. if it were my choice, you wouldnt have heard it, but daddy found a better alternative, "Shots" about the Lakers (booooo). but a basketball reference is much better and we can appreciate it. still...you dance and get INTO it!

your abrupt exit makes me giggle!

love you Bug!

impressed.

this was the first surprising interaction.

"Ven Aqui Julian"

"All Right!!"

you come.

"Gracias Julian!"

"De Nada Mahmee!"

then again tonight!

"I love you mahmee!"

"I love you too baby. Gracias!"

"De Nada Mahmee!"

"Buddy good job! Buenas Noches Mijo!"

"Adios Mahmee, buenas noches!"

you are learning so well.

thank you for loving me.

for loving daddy.

for being so good.

and for loving life.

it makes my heart soar.

today i worked SO hard for you. and Im going to put in a lot of overtime for you buddy!

youre beautiful and im going to make things happen for us!

babies.

from daddy as a baby....

from mahmee as a baby....

we somehow got you.

and gods plan was perfect.

sing mahmee

those words are precious.

as i lay you down in your big boy bed, to try it once more, you cried. so i sat there in the dark by your bed and sang. when i thought you were asleep minutes later i stopped, only to hear you stir and say "sing, mahmee." so so quietly.

your love completes me and overwhelms me.

im so so in love with being your mahmee.

i love you Julian.

guess what baby?

the best part of me is you.

everything, who i am when im with you is the best me.

i love being your mother.

i was thinking today, no matter what happens with anything, with anybody, there isnt any way i will be unhappy, because i have you.

everything is for you.

i love you.

and i dont deserve you.

you're precious to me, and im so grateful that i can see God's love for me, in the simple fact that he entrusted me with you.

and im going to spend my days earning what he readily gave me.

God is good baby.

you are perfect for me, soul mate : )

Night With RoseBud.

i love this. you have such a love / dislike relationship with her lol.
but you cuddled and it was sweet.
this lasted for about 45 seconds. glad i managed pictures before it ended :] you two are super cute together. April and I were talking and she mentioned that someone told her kids your age dont play together, they play individually around each other. but you guys really interact and we know you play together.

you even locked her in the bathroom today and we had to make you say sorry.

you're not used to constant other baby company though and when i gave her milk first you got mad and cried. but i explained to you, we let ladies go first, even if it just means getting their drink first. :]

you're gonna be such a beautiful handsome grown up man!

love you so much boo bear.

nothing....

in this whole world makes me happier than when i put you down for sleep and i say "i love you julian" when you say "i love you" back to me.

you are precious to me.

i am so blessed that we have such a great relationship.

you are wonderful and amazing and i am smitten with you babe.

times with Daddy.

i tought i would do an entry to show you a different side.

mommy may make a blog for you and write things to you to let you know how much i love you. but there is someone else, and just because daddy doesnt write you a blog or take photos...doesnt mean he loves you any less.

this is daddy and these are some of the times, just SOME of the MANY innumerable times you guys have had together. i personally think basketball and sleeping are your favorites together. but thats just me. :] these are just the ones mommy took on her phone...not even counting the big camera pictures. some are also just of daddy so you can see how handsome he is and where you get most of your looks from :] we love you boo.

walking with daddy before aunties graduation.
daddy getting a pedicure.

laughing with daddy
daddy and mommy.
during sleepover night with daddy.

playing fun face games.






daddy drank too much.
playing with daddy.
reading with daddy at the doctor.

sleeping with daddy. again.
daddy was so tired from being so worried about you.
holding you during your big sick scare April 2010.

you look just like him bubba :]


hnaging out :
walking with daddy.

big laughs.

walking with daddy to the doctor.
cuddles.
playing xbox with daddy.

sleeping.
more sleeping.
laying while daddy sleeps.
sleeping again.
cuddles for halloween.
sleeping again.
more sleeping.
daddy sleeps funny :]
daddy cuddles.
looks like you bubs.
one of my favorite sleeps.
in daddy's arms.
thats your daddy.

sometimes you just need daddy. like yesterday. i took you to the doctor and you had to get shots and a splinter taken from your foot.

you cried so much the whole time. a 15 minute appt tok 60 minutes. you screamed "daddy daddy bye bye daddy daddy" it broke mommy's heart but i know that you love me, but some jobs are daddy jobs.

he loves you so much. even though he doesnt always love or like mommy, you are perfect in his eyes. and i love you and i do love daddy.

we are always a family, even if mommy and daddy dont live together and see each other all the time.

we love you above all else.

and we are so grateful to each other for being your parents.

i picked the best daddy for you and daddy picked the best lady to be your mommy.

love you!