Milestones!

baby boy.
you are 17 months old in 2 days.

and today you went to the bathroom on your potty!

and to be a proud mom for a moment, you went #1 right after a nap in the potty and #2 later on in the day!

you are so so big and so so proud! you dont understand the concept i dont think, but you do know what sound it makes and that its a good thing!

baby boy you are doing so well. just such a fast learner and so wonderful.

teething is being horrible to you. you need mommy and daddy in the night. and have a rough time.

we'll get through this baby!

you said shane, jesse and andy today. so so so perfect. you are so wonderful and they would all be proud. ill tell you more about them one day.

m working so hard on going to school. im working on it babe. sometimes its easy to just st on the couch and just rest and not do anything.
but m going out there. hope you do the same in anything that you know is right, even if it snt always easy love.

i love you more than ANYTHING and want you to always be happy.
would love for you to have a college education and go get a job doing something good and secure. but if what will make you truly happy and safe and in love with life is something different, then do it. as long as you are doing good things and helping people and not hurting others i will always support you. you can do whatever you want. and if you want it bad enough, you will do it.

its been 3 days without a cigarette.
and i watched biggest loser finale tonight.

baby boy, my sweet Judebug, my sunshine, my baby bear, Julian,
im going to be healthy for you.
im going to do whatever i can to make sure i can be there for you always.

you are my world Julian, and i wll do WHATEVER i can to make sure i am always here with you.
nothing can keep me from you babe, you are my sweet, and i would give it all for you.

everything i do now, school, life, love, every breath i take and every thought i have is with you in mind.

cant say t enough and it wll never explain it completely; but you are my SOUL mate :]
and kimmis computer has a broken "i" key, i promise i dont spell badly :]

love you bootdoo!