Will you kiss my head?

we laid down together on daddees bed when you wouldnt nap. and you asked me "mahmee, kiss my head?" so i gave you a kiss on your precious forehead.

then you asked again "mahmee, kiss my head!"

so again, i pressed my mahmee lips against that sweet big ole head.

you got this sweet grin on your face and said, "Thank youuuuu."

i LOVE it.

i want to remember that.

you didnt go to sleep, and we have to leave soon to go pick up daddee while his car is broked. but you precious, every minute with you is bliss.

mahmee has a stomach ache today.

you see, ive mentioned before that my organs, the important pieces of the body, are a little wonky. my organs that make babies, the ones that made you have a disease called endometriosis and it makes my tummy hurt sometimes.

but when it hurts, even bad when it hurts to move, i remember that through it all, God still let me have you. and i will take that pain in a heartbeat if it means that i got you.

oh yes.

i got you babe.

youre the best gift.

still remember the first time i heard your heartbeat.

i cried, it was the most beautiful sound i had ever heard...replaced soon after with the first cry after you came out into the world.

thank you for changing my life.

im madly in love with you sonshine.