mommy.

dear julian...

oh sigh. 

i realize by the time you are old enough to know that i'm cool, i might not be cool anymore. 

hmm. so lets chat. 

im 22 years old. ,

I was born in Stockton, California. 

GranmaK and us all moved up to Oregon when i was 11. 

i love God, but i dont have all the answers about religion (i dont think any human does, seek God for answers love).

I went on a couple mission trips; i went to mexico once, to a town called encinata, and also to Los Angeles. i love to help people. i hope you share my passion. 

i love to write; i'll write anything, short stories, songs, poems, the beginnings of novels.

i love it. i was in journalism in high school and was the sports editor for the paper and editor of the yearbook until i had to go to the alternative school. 

i like to take pictures - of people mostly. i like abstract and realism.

i dont like to wash silverware. i hate people doing my laundry for me, yet im somewhat messy. not a slob just a cluttered mess ish. 

Aunnie Kimm is one of my bestest friends ever. always listen to her, she's a smart cookie. 

I was in theatre in high school also. 

i love music. LOVE music. 

my first job was at an After School Program working with kids. then i worked at a pool and then at a middle school with the special education kids. those kids are SO smart!

i love kids. (but none as much as my own of course). 

(you're humming in your sleep like you do...and it makes me smile). 

i like to watch human interest stories on tv (biggest loser, the shows about big big families, medical shows). 

i like to be happy. 

i have seizures sometimes. but not very much anymore. 

i likes dinos and dragons. i like that we had dinos and dragons for you. 

i love sammiches!!! i could eat em all the time!!

siamese cats are my favorite. 

and i like BIG dogs!

i'd like a st bernard one day if daddy will let me. 

i can play simple drums. 

i like oatmeal with soft apples in it :] maple and brown sugar oatmeal is best. 

i like movies and some of my favorite days are days when daddy and you and me stay and cuddle on the couch and just watch tv as a family. i LOVE family get togethers. 

baby boy...i love YOU. 

you are the best thing ever. 

thats realy the only thing you need to know. :]

there are some people i wish you had met. i'll tell you about them one day. 

i hope you will take on certain attributes of them. 

oh yes. and i am very much in love with your daddy. 

:]

goodnight baby boy. 

*momma*