The miracle that is YOU.

oh dear Julian. 

my dear dear Julian. 

all babies are miracles. 

all babies are god's miracles to the world...to parents...to grandparents. 

but YOU son, you are even more so. 

when momma was 11, she started having pains. it took lots of doctors and 5 more years before the doctors did a srugery and they found something called Endometriosis. 

it has to do with lining of the uterus growing on and around other organs. 

doesnt sound so bad, but it makes for pain and sometimes people who have it cant have babies. 

i had to take a lot of pills, for YEARS. 

i had to have shots to make my organs not work for awhile. 

but it was worth it. 

when dad and i decided to have a baby, we werent sure when we would see your face. 

but GOD had you all picked out for us. 

and in His time, we learned you would be coming soon!!!

we are hoping that having you fixed it so we can give you a brother or a sister!

we had already decided your name would be julian, but that wasnt official until we saw you. You looked just like our julian. 

Russell is for Aunt Heather, Poppa and Ma-Margi, aunt jessi and uncle Kyle. they arent really biological family but they did a good job "raising" momma and i wanted to honor them. 

Charles is for Daddy, and Grandps Backer, and Great Grandpa Backer and Great Great Grandpa and Great GReat Great GRandpa Backer. 

all of them had Charles in the middle. 

Julian Russell Charles. 

Love you Chaba.