im sorry baby, that i was so focused on my pain that i felt that i wasnt as attentive. the cuddles i got from you later were wonderful. and it was a delightful change from your behavior earlier. i could tell you were ornery because mahmee wasnt feeling so good inside.
but im so so in love with all you are baby.
youre beautiful and i wont take our time for granted. YOU are what matters love.
and im sorry.
thank you for always understanding and being the best little boy.
i love you sonshine. you are my precious!
