Jude,
We all get scared sometimes.
Daddy gets scared. Uncle gets scared. You get scared.
And mahmee gets scared too.
I get scared of something happening to you, or daddy. And when maya comes, I'm gonna be scared about her too.
I am filled with so much love for all you are and all you will become. Sometimes its overwhelming. When mahmee gets a little paranoid, just remember its because I can't possibly love you more than I do, and that's a very vulnerable feeling.
You and daddy and maya are my loves, my hearts. You are my sonshine, maya is my moon and daddy is my love.
I'm so happy at you.
All the time.
Love love love.
Mahmee.
SO sweet..I love the immense love you have for your family - they are blessed to have you, and I have no doubt they DEEPLY love you as well!!
ReplyDeleteI can relate to the fear you describe too..I feel that all the time. Thank goodness we have God to fill in the gap for our fears, protecting the ones we love and calm our anxious thoughts;)
amen to that! sometimes im overwhelmed by the fear i feel. when your life is complete, you will always fear being incomplete again.
ReplyDeletebut the Lord is a good one :)