the words.

Dear Julian,

oh my boy. 
i love EVERYTHING about you. 
with EVERYTHING i am. 
and EVERYTHING i want to be. 
and EVERYTHING i want for you. 
in EVERYTHING i do. 
i love you. 
completely. 
unconditionally. 
irreversibly. 
undeservedly. 

i love you Julian Russell Charles. 
this is all me trying to explain to the world what it feels like...

and all i can do is try because there will never be words baby boy. i love you. 

the words.

can you breathe?
can you breathe it in?
feel it washing over...
can you see?
can you see within?
can you breathe it in?

softly overtakes you
you feel it gently paralyzing
so you try to break it down
but you're feeling everything...

looking down with wonder
feel it overwhelming
there are no words. 
there will never be the words. 

can you breathe
can you breathe it in?
everything you see....
let it all sink in...

theres never been a love
thats been quite like this
theres never been a love

in all of this world

that has felt this way before

never a connection
never an emotion
never such a feeling
never such devotion
oh it wont be the same...
i'm not the same...
anymore. 

the simplest of it all
bringing me to tears
knowing this love, and knowing you
is the answer to my prayers

feel it overwhelming
breath it in so deeply
there are no words. 
there will never be the words. 

can you breathe it in
breathe it in completely
there will never be words
no there will never be words.