Carousel on family day!

Late night cuddles.  I'm so so thankful for them.  It's in these moments im humbled and just so honored.  It hits me here how amazing it truly is and how helpless I am in the grand scheme of things.  I long to protect you from everything bad,  to give you everything good. To make your life as full of love as I can.  I will do anything for you sweet boy.  You are my first soul mate,  my truest love.  My sweet sweet boy.  I love you with every single fiber of me. Julian,  my Julian :)

overwhelmed

I'm overwhelmed with my love for you.  Thank you for being so so wonderful.

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Easter!

Can't snuggle you close enough

Sleepover in mums bed tonight while we have company staying in your room,  I can't seem to snuggle you close enough. You pull away in your sleep,  but I just keep pulling you back :)

Today I had a rough day (in no way relayed to you) And you were such a doll, holding me accountable when I was impatient and giving me oodles of kisses and telling me I was so beautiful. 

I don't know who I'd be without you,  and the thought is an unwelcome one. 
You make me everything I am in so many ways. 

Thank you for always and forever being my biggest boy and yet my Baby all at once. 

I love you and sissy,  now than words can ever describe.