Late night cuddles.  I'm so so thankful for them.  It's in these moments im humbled and just so honored.  It hits me here how amazing it truly is and how helpless I am in the grand scheme of things.  I long to protect you from everything bad,  to give you everything good. To make your life as full of love as I can.  I will do anything for you sweet boy.  You are my first soul mate,  my truest love.  My sweet sweet boy.  I love you with every single fiber of me. Julian,  my Julian :)