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Just thinking of you

Ponko!

You are precious to me.
Mahmee is real sickly from the baby and you're so sweet. You laid on my lap and said "its okay honey." And then told us both you loved us. Then you asked the babys name and suggested we name it miku or ponko! You're so cute.
Were praying right now. Mahmee is so sick she had to go see the emergency room doctors to give her water in a tube and her potassium got so low she couldn't even stand on her own for a little while. It was very scary. Its still early so we are only telling family for now...but baby boy...you're already an amazing big brother. Love you!

You're perfect in every way.
Be my soul mate always.

youre going to be a big brother...

"Just as a woman's heart knows how and when to pump, her lungs to inhale, and her hand to pull back from fire, so she knows when and how to give birth." -Virginia Di Orio

Our siblings. They resemble us just enough to make all their differences confusing, and no matter what we choose to make of this, we are cast in relation to them our whole lives long. ~Susan Scarf Merrell

im blown away.

while its early still, and much can happen in the weeks it takes to grow a child, you are a big brother.

you have a sibling that has the bestest older brother.

mahmee and daddy have only told family, and a few friends, and we wait for an appointment to tell us that your little brother or sister is safe and healthy.

mahmee is not feeling well, but she is smiling through it.

each pain and sickness is helping me to feel the little one to be safe, and thats of such importance.

dear little one, do not worry, you will always be my firstborn, my son, my soul mate. another to join our family changes that not, and we will always share a special bond. but you, you will have a little sister to watch out for, or a little brother to go to blazer games with and to play ball with.

either way, we will love this little firefly.

you both are my little fireflies, and i am so proud to know you both, for however long im allotted. but im going to spend my life protecting you.

i love you baby boy. and im SO proud of you.

You.

I never want to be apart from you for another day in my life.

Sometimes I may have to. But know it will be miserable til we reunite. Love you judith.

8x the urine!

You peepeed in the toilet 8x today baby....3x yesterday....and you only had 2 wet diapers today. I'm so so proud of you. You're beautiful.

So so beautiful.

Sleepy cuddles.

Lub you baybee