youre going to be a big brother...

"Just as a woman's heart knows how and when to pump, her lungs to inhale, and her hand to pull back from fire, so she knows when and how to give birth." -Virginia Di Orio

Our siblings. They resemble us just enough to make all their differences confusing, and no matter what we choose to make of this, we are cast in relation to them our whole lives long. ~Susan Scarf Merrell

im blown away.

while its early still, and much can happen in the weeks it takes to grow a child, you are a big brother.

you have a sibling that has the bestest older brother.

mahmee and daddy have only told family, and a few friends, and we wait for an appointment to tell us that your little brother or sister is safe and healthy.

mahmee is not feeling well, but she is smiling through it.

each pain and sickness is helping me to feel the little one to be safe, and thats of such importance.

dear little one, do not worry, you will always be my firstborn, my son, my soul mate. another to join our family changes that not, and we will always share a special bond. but you, you will have a little sister to watch out for, or a little brother to go to blazer games with and to play ball with.

either way, we will love this little firefly.

you both are my little fireflies, and i am so proud to know you both, for however long im allotted. but im going to spend my life protecting you.

i love you baby boy. and im SO proud of you.