hmmmm four.

four is proving to be rough for us. you are growing and learning and very headstrong. 

i promise im going to continue to learn, love. 

i know sometimes we lose our patience as we all learn our way into you growing up, but we are learning and committed to guidiing you as gently as possible. 

you will know love and kindness and patience and gentleness. 

you will never have to fear us, or lose our relationship. we are here for you, for the long haul, for the forever haul. 

i love you Julian!