so a friend recently came into needing childcare, and we volunteered. we can use some extra cash when Maya is born, and i have been SO worried about how youll transition with a new baby. i worry you will forget how much i love you, how incredible you are, and it would break me to know your sister causes heartache or you think my love for you has left.
E is 18 months old and im glad he comes over. daddy was so nice and woke up early with the both of you today, and he said while you did INCREDIBLE wanting to help, he could tell you got a little jealous. im trying SO hard to help you adjust to not being the only one, and i am worried. i think God had another plan for E, and why he came to us.
we happen to be watching him on the days daddy is off. at first i worried, would daddy be stressed? but he has done so well today and i think that this is all happening for a reason. God knows we need a few extra bucks around Mayas arrival, and just like He helped to make Christmas and Hanukkah and your Birthday this month good, and every other thing that has come to place, He WILL take care of us, and E, and E's mommy and daddy.
and this will be good. i was nervous about taking on another challenge with only 9 weeks left...but i think this whole thing will be awesome. getting Mommy and Daddy the chance to see what life is like with more than one beautiful baby.
youve been SUCH a dream, Maya is going to be amazing i just know it...but you are going to play a huge role in that.
this is going to be amazing love.
youre going to love her, and she is going to look up to you.
youll get to protect her and love on her and see her grow and teach her things. im just blown away by all the things God has in store for this.
i love you sonshine.
thank you for being so incredible.
youre my soulmate.
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