Love!

hard times.

i wont lie babies, sometimes i am so scared of the unknown. Daddy woring, and me staying home and school. some days it doesnt feel like its going to work out. 

but we are faithful good people. 

we give of ourselves to others who do have less, and we are thankful for our health and for our many blessings. 

today we got some news that was hard to hear, and has had me up worrying most of the night about us and our lives. but i know that if something amazing doesnt work out...and we have worked hard for it, and have been good to others and faithful, that there is something thrice as incredible out there we must look for. 

we are blessed babies. and as long as i have my babies and my brothers and sisters and my Jamie, we will be all right. 

much love to my Moon and my Son. 

stay faithful, stay positive, and stay the good people you are.

Mahmee.

12 weeks baby.

in 12 weeks i get to not only see my little girl, but i get to watch my little boy become a brother. this makes my heart SOAR.

you talk about her with love and adoration, and it is not lost upon me that the changes YOU will make will be as important as the ones she will.
i get to watch you grow more and more every day as it is, having a little sister you want to love and protect...its just another step.

i love you sweets.

i wish i could put it into words how much i love you and how thankful i am that He who Knows Us Best knew our hearts were meant to be together. soul mates we are.

never forget that :)

Purple duck and jude.

My favorite breakfast dates. You have kinda decided you're in love wth french toast. It took me telling you it was "pie" toast before you'd try it...even then you insisted if it wasn't "fresh pie" it wasn't good. :)

Jude singingn to maya

Abc's anyone?

Blowin rasps

Oh jude. You LOVE blowing raspberries on my tummy with maya in there.  So much so that EVERYTHING you do, you get this adorable grin. You will love each other! Maya, you have an amazing brother.

Love you!