today :]

just some random notes.

today we went to see April and Justin and Juliet and Nonny Frascha, not before Uncle had to literally force your medicines into your mouth. you HATE it is and its a mighty struggle to get you to take it. youre smart too; you realized that i was bartering with you "ill give you bunny and bebo after you take your medicines" and so you started responding with the opposite "oh, i dont need them."

"we'll go into the living room once you take your medicines.." "oh, im just gonna go back to bed mahmee." youre too smart!

then before we got to their house we stopped at the coffee place. you said "mahmee! open my door too!" i knew you meant window so i rolled it down for you to see the barista Zack making drinks. you said to him quietly "i need, a chocolate milk for me, and a coffee for mahmee." all matter o factly. youre so precious to me!

you were a bit cranky today, and i think mahmee was too.

you werent treating Juliet like a lady, and we had a lot of talks about how we treat ladies.

We always share more with ladies, and sometimes we let them have the best cars....or we give them our juice, or we open the dors first for them to go into the bedroom to play.

its hard, but i know you have a loving heart, and you'll be the best gentleman ever. :]

muah!

Lollipop clinkies!

You exclaimed "mahmee! We wove wowwipops!"

You're perfect!

2.12.12 :)

That's the tentative due date of your baby brother or sister :)

I'm torn, because while we saw the heartbeat of this perfect being in my belly today, and I want to shout from the rooftops that my boy will be a brother, I'm so scared something will happen! We are praying to the good god above that your little will be okay.

For now...we pray and celebrate the heartbeat and you...because you're precious to us :)

Never too big for my arms.

Sicky boy. Ear infection. Molars. Sadness.
I love you baby.
Ill hold you as long as I can.

hey you.

i love you.

more than anything.

also, we were at wal mart yesterday and you made me laugh sommin fierce.

walking through the office supplies aisle you said "mahmee lookit all the toys!" ah you ARE my son!

then later, we had troubles. you heard the large circulator thingies on the cielign and thought they were monsters. which scared you...until you found my boobs. then you started touching. i told you, again, as i have had to do a lot lately, that boobies are for ladies, and its not appropriate to touch boobies. you honked em and said "mahmee they squeaky!". oh my.

as we trekked along the walmart we began talking about the baby in mahmee's tummy.

i said "wheres the bebe?"

"in mahmees tummy"

"what is the baby's name?"

"poosey!" you yelled.

WHAT?! where did you HEAR that word? in relaity you have been making up words left and right; youre favorite one right now is Bingoo. its what you say when youre angry at someone and you want to insult them.

when youre older you will laugh.

for now. mahmee laughs alone, and stays mortified alone :]

i LOVE YOU!

:) just lounging with mahmee.

Today we have lounged and been lazy today. We "clinkied" the zebra cakes we had...which is what we do when we are "toasting" our bites.  And then we are now gonna grab some food. Your brother or sister is making mahmee want a burrito! :)

"i wanna cuddle wif you."

oh precious.

mahmee has been sick from the baby, and today daddy was sickly too. you spent a lot of time with Uncle and Devin, which made you very happy.

but the thing that melted my heart today, was definitely this:

you came out to the dining room while i was eating with Donnie Mea and Uncle.

you looked at me and said.

"will you put me in bed?" i smiled and said yes and you walked up to me.

"i wanna cuddle wif you mahmee."

i picked you up and smiled, holding you close. you said it again.

"i wanna cuddle wif you."

i led you into bed after saying your 'good nights' and we got up into mahmee and daddy's bed.

the next thing that touched my little heart.

"mahmee will you rub my back?

this made me happy because ever since mahmee was a little girl, she has LOVED having people rub her back. my mom once did it and then i was hooked.

:]

i love you baby. you are so so precious to me.