one of daddy's favorite pictures.

you are BEAUTIFUL!

Good God you're beautiful.

4.5 months old and still in control of my heart.

Good God you're beautiful.

4.5 months old and still in control of my heart.

dont bother me....im eating...

dear Julian.

on December 26th, at around 1pm i started having uncomfortable regular but minor contractions. i times them. and then, after hours of them, i walked out to Aunt K's kitchen and rearranged her fridge letters, thinking again it was false labor. 

more hours after that your waters broke, and 18 hours after that as well, you came out to see us. 

Aunt K. still has this on her fridge, and it reminds me all the time how much i loved you and how much we waited. 

we LOVE you. 

we are SO glad you came home. 

another necessity.

Baby boy...first off...i LOVE YOU. 

we remember Atreyu today and we pray for him and his mommy and daddy.

Aunnie Jennifer introduced us to Dreft Laundry Stain remover. 

it is awesome!

it took out all your toxic poo stains!

now we're gonna watch yes man with daddy.we saw it for the first time in December just a week before you came home!

i love you. 

dearest j.

my heart is overflowing with joy. 

its amazing how much being a mother is inside of my heart. im so in love. 

so so much. 

on the breastfeeding end of things. 

im now taking fenugreek and reglan to make sure that i keep up the milk supply. 

its working! you're eating more and im making more! woo!