some fun stories from today :)

we were eating brownies. they were fresh outta the oven. 
Me: "oh my goodness!" (i burned my tongue,i promise these were my words.)
Jude: "Mahmee, dont say that. thats a bad word."
Me: "I didnt say a bad word. What bad word?"
Jude: "Shit. Shit is a bad word. you should sit in time out mahmee. we dont say shit."

a few minutes later you commented on something on Skyrim as Daddy played. i wasnt happy you knew about it because it was very grown up. 

i tell daddy:

Me: "i dont like him know about that...he is three."

Jude: "No mahmee, im 17. Mahmee. im SEVENTEEN."

holy moly baby i love you. 

youre just the perfect ending to my day, perfect beginning to my morning. my son in my sky. im smitten!

just a thought.

i love you. SO SO much.

i just cant explain it with words.

:)


love yuou SonShine.

Oh my son shine

Today you were talking to uncle chad and you told him "mamma is my heart" and it made me soar. I love you so much sweets. So so much.

art and love.

baby boy.
oh my baby boy.
the recent days youve been so sweet. you walk up to me and you wrap those arms around me and say sweetly "mahmee, i love you."
its incredible how tender you are with maya. always talking to her gently, covering her up, giving her your rhino or bunny. youre such a good big brother. im so proud of you. always trake care of her :) tach her how to be a sweet tender person. and protect her. :)

lately youve been drawing. ALL THE TIME. you have these visions in your head and your a perfectionist. today you even told us at bedtime "im an artist. artists dont sleep." when it was time to put your "drawing thing" away. here are some of your awesome drawings today!

above is "a bird"

above is "a flower"

"mahmee, daddy and julian."

you cuddlin with moon today. :)

"spiderman 'peening' his webs"

the other day you wrote mom :)

these two were from the other day as well. angry birds!

music!

this is your version of a sun :)

"a whale"

im SO proud of you. youre just incredible to me.

:)

I LOVE this.

Always be like this :)

She adores you julian.
And he loves and protects you maya.

This is perfection.

Drawing

You're at an interesting age. You draw things! You write! The poor toy has taken a beating but you draw all the time. I'm blown away by your abilities. Self doubt has begun to creep in and you sometimes cry that it isn't good art. On the contrary love, its the best art I've ever seen. :)  from writing mom, to drawings of music notes, submarines and mario...your drawings are soooo perfect to me.

Then again...everything you do is perfect to me :)

Sesame street live part two!

Lately you have this serious face whenever you do something you love. Whether you're getting a cool present, dancing to a song, or drawing something. You get this hyperfocused, very serious face. Its so sweet. :) I love you boy. I had a great time with you.

Sesame street live!

I'm so blessed and thankful that we had the means to take you! To see your face was priceless :)