The nights..

The nights you lay with me...I'm the happiest ever. Right now narae is at the foot of the bed and you are next to me. I'm blissfully happy.

You're amazing julian russell.
Amazing.

Brudder and sisser.

:)

I love everything about you sonshine.

:)

Love seeing this. Love love love. All I want is for this to continue for all time.

"I need it".

That's your new thing.
If we don't give you a high five...a hug...a kiss right away you reply frantically "I need it!"

I need you too babe.

Puzzle time!

Found this for you yesterday at a thrift store :) loved it! The other day we watched you as you watched the first ninja turtle live action movie (my fave!) And you clutched the ninja turtle figurines as you watched. Soooo wonderful :)

Date night with my sonshine :)

We have a blast together. You're my perfect match!

Date night with my boy

:) dinner and dessert! Love you sonshine!

"What a great date!" You said. Sigh. You're gonna make someone berry happy when you're older love.

Sleeping

You and daddy

:)

Checkin on sister.

my favorite parts of today :)

"MAHMEEEEEEE....DONT MAKE THAT SOU-.......i love you so much!" you got distracted by your love for me. i understand babe, story of my life with you :)

then poor Maya Narae was crabby cakes on the way to see Aunt Keemy. she had a tummy ache.

when we pulled into the driveway she had cried herself into sleep and you so sweetly said, with good intentions im sure, "mahmee, can we leave maya in the car?" i laughed and explained that no, we wouldnt be leaving your baby sister in the car :)

then on the way home we talked about things like what firemen do, and policemen and ambulances. youre so precious and so caring. i love it. you seemed to understand...except you said policemen picked up the bad guys who "fell down" or "didnt win". apparently those things are "bad" to you. gonna have to work ont hat :) losing is always okay!

i asked you who my boy was and you pointed to yourself with a grin and then said "and youre my girl mahmee."

swoon.

youre the greatest love sweets. im so glad we get to share this love with daddy and Maya. :)

i love you son. imma go kiss you goodnight and cover you up before i crawl into bed.

i sure do hope you come in and cuddle with me in the a.m.....

i dread the days when youre a teenager and i dont get those cuddles anymore!

love you sonshine!

Love love love

You two are my soul mates. The match of my heart.
I could not love anyone more than I love you. :)

We are so blessed!

Love you sleepy sonshine.

And thanks for always making me laugh...

You're the funniest little human ever. :) love you baby.

Oh my sonshine.

How I love you. Thank you for being mine.

:)

I just crept in to check on you.
I do this every night.
Right before I give in to fatigue I slip down the hall and open your door. usually having to cover you up again, ill bring the blankets to your chin and give you a kiss, always on the cheek. I just stared.
You're SO beautiful to me.
I love how happy we can make your life.
I'm going to spend my life making you happy sonshine!

Sleep well baby boy.

Mahmee loves you.