first day of the term

i did 2 assignments and scored 100% on a quiz i didnt need to do til the end of the week. 

im proud of me. 

im going to school because i know what i want and im going after it. 

daddy's help is so pivotal. im so blessed he supports me. you have a wonderufl daddy. 

for you? imma make you babies proud. im so in love with you both. i wish that i could show you in words how much i love you, but words will never be enough. 

i live to make you proud. and to make sure you feel my love. 

when youre big? college isnt necessary to make me proud. be HAPPY. be SELFLESS. be KIND. be PASSIONATE.

if you have a dream that requires college? buckle down, go and work hard. 

if your dream doesnt involve college? then dont! 

you are amazing. you can be anything you want with hard work, love, passion, faith, and determination. 

im SO proud of you already babies.

know this. 

even if you never do anything else in your life but be my babies, im PROUD of you. 

im filled with pride to be your mother. to stand next to your daddy and watch you. 

i.love.you.

may that always be the thing that resonates in your mind about me. 

if thats all you ever take from this blog, take this: your love, and my love for you, are my breaths.

i breathe it, and i couldnt exist without it. 

thank you, thank you for loving me and choosing us. 

mahmee and daddy love you!

:)

Laying in bed with you tonight. Kids have rad night lights nowadays :) i LOVE everything about you babe.

My view

I'm so sick right now. For the past two weeks I've been so sick.. And today I asked you if we could cuddle for nap. This is what I get to lay next to. I'm so blessed. I feel bad; you've been acting out a little bit and I know you just need special Mahmee and julian time. It gets rough that you have to be quiet when she has to sleep or when you can't watch a show because she's sleeping. But boy you're an amazing big brother. I'm so happy that I get to watch you guys become closer than anything. Always take care of that girl and know that mahmee will always take care of you :) loves baby boy.

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Brother and sister love.

sonshine

you are the most important boy in all of my life. 

i love when i ask you who my sonshine is...and you so perfectly answer "me!"

im SO proud of you. 

i LOVE being your mahmee. 

i found old videos from when you were a baby. 

i refall in love with you every day. 

i love you more than the day before. 

when you cuddle with maya and are so tender...i just LOVE everything about it. 

i love who you are becoming. 

know this....even if you remember nothing else...remember that i love you with such a strong strong love. youre amazing Son. 

:)